No friendship afterall

*Sigh*...guess this might be my last post regarding her.Just called her a few moments ago.I blew everything up.She was upset that I called her house when I could have just smsed her.I wanted to ask whether we still could remain as friends.I should have taken up my friend's advise by sms-ing her,but no,i chose the wrong decision. She said she feels very obligated to answer my smses that i've recently sent her and has been bothering her with some of my msges.

My friend then told me that I should not regret what I had done and live life on as per normal.But can i really don't regret what I had done?

It's such a sad way to end our friendship.I doubt that we'll have a chance to meet in our lifetime,even if we do,we might pass each other like strangers.My impulse really kills every chance that I could/would have.