All bad things come at the same time...

Today is the 2nd day of our "break-up".I'm still trying very hard to get over it.Went for my longest jog today of about 6km.During my jog,i tried to get my thoughts straighten it out.Although I keep telling myself what's the point of being together if I will only hurt her.*Haiz*.Sometimes I wonder whether am I ready for a relationship as I'm too sentimental. =(

Smsed her a few times wanted to query her the reason for sudden break off but she was'nt really interested to discuss about it.She felt stressed with her job and also I'm giving her additional pressure.She sensed that I'll require her to spend lots of time with me and that I will feel neglected.The truth is that I told her it's the quality of the time spent,not the quantity that matters most to me.In fact,I've encouraged her to persue her dreams and goals,not stopping her from doing what she likes to.*Haiz*...really feeling very depressed.There are a lot of other reasons to our break off I believe,just don't feel right explaining it here.

In the evening,met up with my ex-squadron mates for dinner at tian tian huo guo at bugis.Food was'nt pretty enticing probably because I was feeling down...very down.Life has to go on.

Thanks for the people who have advised me and listened to me during the past few days.Hope I could continue to get on with life and treat her as a very good friend.Hopefully she'll feel the same towards me too!