Been moody of recent weeks

Dunno why i have been feeling pretty moody for the past few weeks :(. Everything has'nt gone right this year. What I hoped to achieve or get turns out to be a disappointment. Does every year turn from bad to worse? Just when I thought this year would turn out fine, disaster struck! I should not place high hopes in anything, or should I even place any hopes at all? I'm starting to be disillusionised by the world,by the surroundings. Everything seems so surreal. Just when you feel happy, something bad has to happen. WHY??!!!! Can't there be something or someone perfect? #Big sigh#

Wanted to meet up with my poly mates today but then got flew aeroplane...=(. And I only got to found out after I went out. Initially we had planned to meet at amk hub for dinner. After I arrived at amk hub and called them, the plan changes. 1 had to do OT, the other just got home(he lived in the west) and the last guy suggested to cancel since nobody was prepared,although he was on his way too! In the end,had to buy dinner back to eat alone.

Can things turn for the brighter?