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*Sigh*...i just don't know why I can't seem the relationship out of mind. I still miss her very badly.如果爱你是个错误的选择，我宁愿错一辈子。My mind appears to wander off on it's own again...back to relieving the past memories. I don't know is it just me or what, recently saw her friendster's status changed. Does it imply anything or am I just thinking too much? Many people has asked me to get a life! Can I? I doubt so as I really devoted a lot into the rs. Isn't everybody supposed to be entitled a second chance? At least,it won't seem to be the case for me. =(

I have never gotten what I wanted to in my life till now, is it that I have set my standards too high, unlucky or what? God pls tell me! Juz when I thought I've found somebody who shares the same thoughts, goals and perspectives, fate chose to break us up. I thought there would never be an end to our rs. It's really tough to put on a brave front...very very tough. Fate is cruel! Destiny brought us together, yet we were being seperated by Fate!

I hope one day we can be more than just friends, although a more realistic target now will to be your close friend now. People say "Love somebody does'nt mean you need to possess somebody","when you love somebody,what you want for him/her is to be happy and blissed". What are your thoughts on the above statements? I'm half-half...as in half of me is agreeing,the other half of me tells me that the statements are'nt justifiable.

Yes,if you love somebody, you would want him/her to be happy but then will you be happy then? *Haiz* My cousin friend did'nt turn up for tution today and i'm not very pleased! They'll be having maths re-test tomorrow and she's not at least bit concerned.

I believe i might touch more about the topic of love and rs for a while. I really feel like crying :`(. Any shoulders for me to lean onto? Emotions starting to run awild again.